Title: He’s so beautiful
Fandom: Dir en grey
Claim: Kaoru Niikura x Toshimasa Hara
Prompt: Sore – She’s so beautiful
Word Count: 478
Disclaimer: na-ah, not mine
Author's Notes: Beta-ed by yohaly @ aarin forum. Made for fic_cd_mix
Link to table: here
The first thing I see is Toshiya in an apron. He woke up earlier than me –which is a really rare thing— and prepared for me the darkest toast I’ve ever seen. He sulked a bit when I said I couldn’t eat them, but beamed when I told him the coffee is perfect.
Toshiya is still sleeping soundly. His head is neatly tucked under my chin, position unchanged since we fell asleep last night. Nothing can make me feel happier than hearing my name being called. I really have to wake him up since we’re already late for practice, but… just a bit more.
Ah, he drooled! How cute. I kissed his cheek and he whined reflexively.
The steady breathing shows that he’s still sleeping, facing the other side. I can’t help but grin at the mass of hickeys I left on his shoulders and back.
It’s summer, so he probably freed himself from the blanket in his sleep due to the temperature. Not to mention that the air conditioner is broken. But that doesn’t give him the right to protest when I cannot help to pounce on his boxers-clad sweaty figure.
He was crying, I can tell. I can’t even begin to defend myself. I was feeling too guilty, even though it wasn’t my fault that the work had just finished. Here I am, arriving at home on 5 a.m., missing our anniversary celebration. All I can say is sorry, again and again.
I hear Toshiya taking a shower. I wonder if I should sneak inside.
Damn, he’s upset. It isn’t even my fault or his that it’s raining hard outside, ruining our plan to take a walk with the dog our neighbor left while she’s visiting her mother. He’s just in his cranky mood this morning. Am I helpless that I want to apologize anyway?
He’s so cunning, even when he doesn’t plan to. Even when it’s my birthday and he just want to please me. With ribbons. On him. Now I can never see presents in the same way again.
This is overwhelming. Toshiya in my mornings is overwhelming. Every morning is a surprise. I found myself went to sleep smiling, because I secretly look forward to how will I see Toshiya tomorrow morning. Will he be sleeping? Will he be awake? Will he stay in my arms or will he push me away because the unbearable heat? Will he be moody or will he be the sweetest Toshiya? I don’t know if I will ever be able to prevent myself from falling in love further each day. The train of thoughts is cut off when his eyes slowly fluttered open, revealing the sun in his eyes. When he saw me staring with the most love struck look, my Toshiya smiled.
He’s so beautiful.